Reverse devotion

The light is shining on your pretty face,
your given beauty and your smiling face.
Waking up in heaven like an angel does,
getting used to the world as it always was. 


Your beautiful eyes opening gentle,
blinking against the sudden light.
To get used to the unfamiliar place,
in a strange chamber with a familiar face. 

Every little white spot on planet,
shining as bright as you do.
Every coloured spot on this planet,
quickly turning white to shine, too. 

Slowly getting up and looking around,
amazed by the light showing the dust of air.
Touch your little, soft cheek to feel your warmth,
slowly kissing it with my lips. 

Your growing perfection making you even more pretty,
making you an angel here spoiling my eyes,
making my eyes blink once in a while,
you're the sun on my blue sky. 

Dark ages fading away,
with your presence in my already wonderful day,
and I hope it will never be broken,

This chemical which keeps our bond more tight than ever.

When the evening sets his tone,

you come to me with your poker-face on,

and you tell me things I never wanted to hear,

how we ended, our story, has surrendered.

My mighty feeling called love I used to own,

Might now pack his bags and leave my home.

The walls are grey, painted and coloured with some bright red,

Telling myself how I feel, and god I just can’t stop crying about this feeling I once had.

Midnight black is covering my sight tonight,
I’m trying to put on some light but I can't see,
harder and harder it gets,
when I can't measure my surrounding.

It's fading, my thoughts and sense,
can't see, nor feel, nor measure.
Feel like a complete stranger in my own world,
like abandoning my own self.

Drama takes over my control,
shuts down my vital organs of life,
lose my sense of love,
and my will to fight.

The darker spots turn midnight black.
flaming in surrounding and colouring my head,
The compromise is made without me knowing,
the elements turning against me and letting me fall.

Can't feel the ground under me,
can't feel space and air surrounding me,
only my own heartbeat,
racing against speed.

The lost story of life is returning,
taking over my everything again,
so please let me see the problem now,
or please shut me down.

So I live on like this for a time which is unfamiliar for me,

Summer, autumn, winter and fall.

Darling, you were the one I loved,

But now it’s hurting.

 Come, come back to me.

Close your eyes,

But let me see.

Why couldn’t you just stay with me?

Fold your hands,

But make me feel.

In this love, our dance,

Make me see that our love wasn’t some stupid joke, that it was real.

Whether you decide where to put my feet,

Or I decide where to take some turns,

One of us will in the end take the lead,

And apparently you did, chose yourself over me.

There are these 90 streets around my corner,

And they crashed down in just one day.

That happened while you spoke to me,

And when you just, walked away.

 © 2011 Cyresse HH