you know how it feels to be emotional?
to feel so uncontrolled, untamed, wild and at the same time quiet?

Then you must also know how it would feel to be a flower,
beautiful and in the same time afraid to get ugly.

Insecure, unattractive, self-aware, arrogant.

Well, that's how we all should feel some time.
How we are ought to feel. Expected to react.

But just say .. You never felt that way,
and you never want to feel that way.
It's not like someone is there with a knife on your neck.

Then just stay yourself and act normal,
like you would do in a certain situation.
Like .. air.
it moves, is never the same, changes..
That's how we should feel.
Not all the time the same, emotional, drama stuff..
Crying on school because you're feeling like you don't get enough attention,
saying you puked while you actually didn't.
stuff like that.

And there are the people who seem to be untouchable.
Unharmable, indescribable.
Those who always have this poker face on, and not showing what they're thinking.

Not showing emotion while just laughing and having fun with friends,
and completely abandoning the expectation most people have from you.
Respect.

I love those people. The anti-social network (irritating sometimes) people,
well, they have this big social network, but not on-line.

And then you get this friend request from someone you've never heard of,
never spoken to, and claims to have seen and talked to you, some day in the further away past.
Wants to be your girl-/boyfriend in the further away future. Don't lie, you've all done this at least once.
It's no shame.

Well, I guess I'm just happy with who I am, and with which friends I have.

the end.

© 2011 Cyresse HH