Sun

Rose

I am

Watch the rain pour down from heaven

Undefined and won’t stop till seven,

The gods showing their desire,

To have no proof, of you, a liar.

Make the rain flow through the streets,

Let me reach enormous speed,

Make the clouds, an artwork on it’s own,

Give the music, a place called home.

Give me the sign then, that I'm alive,

That I breathe, that I forgive,

The fact that I’m just here,

With our without you, my love, my dear.

Give me the summary,

Of our lovely life,

Take a step in the water, then dive,

See the fish, the friends, being here, alive.

I am my own support,

My own story, my own misery,

I’m the own decision,

I am the trainer, of my own division.

©Cyresse 02-04-2011

thoughts.

Hi, I'm here,
I'll smile till the days are gone.
I'll walk until you come home,
I'll sing when the birds are gone.

So now we live,
appreciate the things we like to give,

say goodbye to friends,

standing next to each-other, hand in hand.

because you are the source,

of breathing and beating,

of walking and hoping,

my source of personal energy.

doesn't mean I love you in a romantic way,

Doesn't mean I think of you, day by day,

Because you will never unravel my secret,

which I keep hidden, and will always stay.

Watch the birds fly over,

Sky high, until the mountains,

there and back again.

watch them flee on the wind,

they watching the flowers, undefined,

watch the tears pouring from their faces,

dropping on the ground, that's where their base is.

never resist the feeling,

of goodbye, so unappealing,
because it will happen,
and till that day, I will smile, sing, and live the unimaginary thing.

©Cyresse, 02-04-2011

balance

how would it be,

when every star would be attached to one an other with a thin string, 

that if you'd graph the moon and take it with you,

the stars would leave heaven and follow you? 

so how would it feel when we'd walk the streets, 

happily look up the skies and see every star, 

and know its one giant mass of strings, imaginary, 

but also real?

That when the planets move, just like the sun,

the earth and the stars,

that there always be this harmony, 

which will have advantage on the human-beings?

Then when we're watching the sun set, 

next to each other, we could hold hands and feel the strings,

that are softly falling down on the earth, 

softly disturbing but also ignored. 

And when the birds fly over, 

across the mountains on their way to the heavier sky, 

and the clouds race over their speed and lose control,

thunder and lightning with pouring rain and we'll take shelter in an abandoned house,

that we're the strings, that make the stars connect. @ 08-03-2011

©Cyresse 08-03-2011

dreams

reverse feelings coming together with bright red dreaming,
about a city which is sleeping and believe in,
the fact that you will never stop shining,
because, a burning star will never stop sparkling.

don't give up your hope and share your attention,
it will make you big, give you this extra dimension.
then go out and start traveling,
make your trip through this extra addition.

get your better half and start dancing,
through the rain and forest and end up standing,
staring in each others eyes, feel their perfection,
in seven weeks you will still feel this addiction.

make your head go wilt with attire,
longing for your better half,
hopes filled with feelings as admiration,
but then just close your eyes, and start dreaming.

you know how it feels to be emotional?
to feel so uncontrolled, untamed, wild and at the same time quiet?

Then you must also know how it would feel to be a flower,
beautiful and in the same time afraid to get ugly.

Insecure, unattractive, self-aware, arrogant.

Well, that's how we all should feel some time.
How we are ought to feel. Expected to react.

But just say .. You never felt that way,
and you never want to feel that way.
It's not like someone is there with a knife on your neck.

Then just stay yourself and act normal,
like you would do in a certain situation.
Like .. air.
it moves, is never the same, changes..
That's how we should feel.
Not all the time the same, emotional, drama stuff..
Crying on school because you're feeling like you don't get enough attention,
saying you puked while you actually didn't.
stuff like that.

And there are the people who seem to be untouchable.
Unharmable, indescribable.
Those who always have this poker face on, and not showing what they're thinking.

Not showing emotion while just laughing and having fun with friends,
and completely abandoning the expectation most people have from you.
Respect.

I love those people. The anti-social network (irritating sometimes) people,
well, they have this big social network, but not on-line.

And then you get this friend request from someone you've never heard of,
never spoken to, and claims to have seen and talked to you, some day in the further away past.
Wants to be your girl-/boyfriend in the further away future. Don't lie, you've all done this at least once.
It's no shame.

Well, I guess I'm just happy with who I am, and with which friends I have.

the end.

© 2011 Cyresse HH